As was recently brought to light, I used to use profile pics that were not of me, on my account back on DDO (Zarroette). I want to apologise for misleading everyone over the years. I do have an explanation as to why I did this, but that doesn't excuse the fact that I need to apologise. So, I am sorry for misleading you.
As for the explanation, I made that decision to use those pictures when I was 15, depressed out of mind, suicidal, and thoroughly unhappy with the way I looked. Whilst it was the wrong thing to use those pictures, I hope you can be more lenient on me, considering what I was going through.
I stopped using the pictures about 2.5 years ago. I stopped using them because I knew I was doing the wrong thing. I should have been honest about why I stopped using them, instead of keeping people under the impression. I attempted to hide like a scared, little girl, hoping no one would notice what I had done. My sin was omission, and for that I apologise. I should have been stronger and owned my past mistake.
My last apology will be for Wylted and for anyone else who saw my lie. Wylted asked me, in the recently deleted AMA thread (that I created), whether those pictures were me. Those pictures were not me, but I told him that they were. Despite this happening several weeks ago, I'm still disgusted with the fact that I lied to him. I prided myself on being truthful, and I shot that to death with my post to him. I am sorry, Wylted. I am sorry to anyone who saw me lie. I was absolutely pathetic. I got scared and couldn't accept the consequences of my actions. That isn't good enough, and so I need to publicly apologise like this. I am going to find a way to punish myself later, because lying so blatantly is beyond dreadful to me. I do not want to be the person who lies like that.
In any case, I hope you forgive me for my dishonest actions. I am sorry.