I have spent past 2 years on site, and while we did have some funny moments, I understand that I went too far a lot.
I made many disturbing comments and topics here, even insulted moderator for not allowing even more. I used to justify all with free speech. But truth is, it was unfair towards others. People come on this site not for shock. They come to debate. My actions didnt make the site better for others. I was selfish and only saw myself there. I thought others need to change, not me. However, I am the one who needs to change. My actions didnt improve anything for 2 years. Free speech shouldnt even be about disturbing topics. It should be about making everything else better. I was praying to Gods and knowledge was revealed to me which led to this change. I didnt expect it to lead me here. I didnt even ask for this change then. It just happened somehow. I realized that I was not thinking right. I realized it was all leading to nowhere.
Consider this my apology to you. You dont have to accept it if you dont want. Just know that you were right and I was wrong.