Several religions (particularly the Abrahamic ones) claim that God is benevolent. This is extremely inconsistent with the nature of reality as most experience it. Maybe you are reading this thinking "what do you mean? my life is great" and if that's the case I wouldn't be surprised if that's specifically because you deserve to suffer severely and people get the opposite of what they actually deserve. My life experience is so negative that I wouldn't be opposed to the idea that good things only exist to either tease/deceive people or to be given to people who deserve them the least. If you are so privileged that you can be blind to the suffering in the world good for you, I look at my own life and the lives of many others and see hell.
Many people will say that I deserve my life or that my life is some kind of test etc. I see such people as either privileged or cucks who gaslight themselves and others to have a positive view of what is clearly bad. For me to say "God is good" while living the life that I live would be the equivalent of a man sitting in the cuck chair watching his wife get fucked with a smile on his face. Anyone with a positive outlook on life was either handed things they don't deserve and should be suffering right now, or is a pathetic cuck stroking his dick to God's abuse. I don't give a fuck what you think I deserve, what you think I'm exaggerating or what you think the purpose of it is because unless you live my life you have no empathy for it.
When you look at the world objectively, the most natural conclusion is that either hard core materialist atheist nihilism is true or that gnosticism is true and God is a piece of shit on multiple levels.
Many people will say that I deserve my life or that my life is some kind of test etc. I see such people as either privileged or cucks who gaslight themselves and others to have a positive view of what is clearly bad. For me to say "God is good" while living the life that I live would be the equivalent of a man sitting in the cuck chair watching his wife get fucked with a smile on his face. Anyone with a positive outlook on life was either handed things they don't deserve and should be suffering right now, or is a pathetic cuck stroking his dick to God's abuse. I don't give a fuck what you think I deserve, what you think I'm exaggerating or what you think the purpose of it is because unless you live my life you have no empathy for it.
When you look at the world objectively, the most natural conclusion is that either hard core materialist atheist nihilism is true or that gnosticism is true and God is a piece of shit on multiple levels.