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Don't know what Rat did (can't find this supposed thread threatening to ban mafia players) but I imagine he'd try to go Super Saiyan pretty quick if given power.
Rat went so Super Saiyan that his mod powers maxed out and went back to zero all in a split second. 
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Don't know what Rat did (can't find this supposed thread threatening to ban mafia players) but I imagine he'd try to go Super Saiyan pretty quick if given power.
Rat went so Super Saiyan that his mod powers maxed out and went back to zero all in a split second. 
I am so, so sorry I missed this.
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Not your fault. 
It happened too quick, nobody noticed. 
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They are corrupt. You keep thinking I throw this buzzword around. Whiteflame and Barney are corrupt. So is Vader.
David is the only one who actually deletes for right reasons and who did not in any way try to aid my abusers so far except that he was behind that ban I got earlier for accusing Mikal of scamming us.

I wont go into that. Mikal is a bundle of issues in a man, a truly sadistic abusove mess and Lunatic is similar.

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What have they done that is corrupt? You seem vague on this.

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You see it in front of your eyes.

Yet you do not perceive it.

Can I DM you
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Can I DM you
Oh god, say no. 

Or you’re going to get spammed with 15 messages too. 
It’s the same story, copied and pasted over and over again. 

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Light waves pass through the eye into the brain, where they are converted into electro chemical information which the brain further converts into internal imagery.

Everything that you think you see in front of your eyes, is a virtual reality.

So perception is always something of a red herring.
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Do you have any supporters? I havent seen anybody.

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He did have supporters before, who even voted for him to be president. Now, he either doesnt have supporters or they are too embarrassed to defend him.
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I am not sure how to fix myself. If there is a god I cry in appreciation of the mercy shown to let me have gotten away with being such a prick for so long. I got protected a LOT by god and do believe in one. Again, I know I write this, feel this and in a couple days need to fight myself reverting. I am just saying I see it now. I didn't see it before. Not really. Not ever. In my eyes I was always reacting, responding, yet I was instigating and provoking too.

I want to formally apologize for selfish reasons to get it off my chest also so that this is the last post that defines me which is a privilege Id not even have if David had had his way and banned me and maybe was right to want that.

To make this at least seem less of my attention seeking bullcrap Ill be specific in my eloquent way (the eloquence is real, egotistical or not).

Airmax, if somehow you see this via others, I am sorry and grateful too for you seeing me as the troubled guy I was and having mercy always.

Bench, Sir Lancelot, Ramshutu, Wylted, Lunatic, all of you. I allowed my pain and agitation to cloud me. Sorry means nothing here. I understand if you all think I'm a shithead. I really see it now, it hurts and I am writing this before my ego blinds me and before I detox from all social media.


Mikal, sorry for assuming the worst. I do not grasp charity of the sort you got, blame my autism blame anything. There are many members perhaps including me that needed such money to help us gain independence or pay bills/fees. We needed it as bad and I do not get why you get to be the favorite saved one yet look at me.

Just look at me. The toxicity I got away with.

I helped build DART up from scratch but I tarnished it all the way through as well. I think it is a lie to say sorry for how I acted alone. I am sorry for acting at all. Even to myself. I tried to soothe pain of being a pathetic loser IRL stuck in a super toxic situation that covid lockdown exacerbated and was never truly mentally well.


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The above is the most coherent post I’ve ever seen from you and I felt bad and wished you well. Because good on you for seeing your flaws and working to fix them, we all have them. But you’ve shown how much you have reflected on this and finding God was your replacement instead of accepting accountability for how you act towards people. 


Re read that entire thread because whether it was feigned to gain sympathy or from the heart. It’s the most coherent you’ve ever been. 
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The realism you suffer from mental illness (nothing to be ashamed of, depression, anxiety, etc, all that goes under that bucket and we all suffer from varying degrees of it), along with the realism your autism (you also can’t help this) inflames it was astute . When I say you being online is bad for you, this is what I meant. Can you act normally with people online and have good interactions, yes it’s possible. You’ve continuously proved you are not capable of this though. The victim feigning is exhausting. You can’t just wave your hands around blindly and punch people accidentally and then be upset when they hit you back. 
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It isnt normal to go around abusing people how you do.

So even if normality was some goal, you fail that goal.
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I was not that bad or that wrong at all. I was correct to stnad up to abusers like sir lancelot and bench.

Everyone's a gangsta behind a keyboard these days so yeah being online is tiring. If this was irl and you kept tallinng to me loke that eventually Id ask others to listen in and youd get handled. Either youd be kicked out of the place or youd be seen as evil and abusive.

If neither and if it remained illegal to record your abuse and show it to others without your consent, which it typically is in Europe, Id take notes of your abusive words in a diary of sorts and say them to a priest or therapist and get help.

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Why do you think you quit mafia for long periods of time when Lunatic bruised your narcissistic ego there?

Why do you think you cant debate here like you did on ddo with your crew of votebombers who hell back you up and tiptoe around you every mafia game?

Why did little toddler mikal stamp his foot down and gamethrow when I didnt appease his ego?

Why did he vote me in the first place?

It is because of your ego.

Waaa waaa. I dont see you as spectacular. I dont respect you beyond the bare minimum. You are an abuser, a narcissist and you think you are also some master psychologist who 'sees' me. I see you. That is the irony.

You cant interact like a stable human being. You cant even show respect and say sorry to get a debate you want yet you abuse your popularity and get a spineelss mod to pin a callout thread ehere your othr abusive friend lunatic shows up to lick your boots.

That is all you ever were on ddo and all youve ever been here.
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You are an abuser, a narcissist and you think you are also some master psychologist who 'sees' me.
You accused like 40 people on this site of abusing you so far. At some point, we must start blaming the victim.
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It’s literally a monkey with a machine gun. I just don’t don’t like grandstanding, fake religious people, or hypocrisy so I don’t mind not backing down from it. But when you punch enough people and one punches you back. You are not a victim, you are an instigator and a recipient of the blowback. 

Again his above post apologizing has been the most coherent he’s ever been. Then he found God and wants to use feigned Catholicism as a way to justify his warped worldview. As you mentioned. He thinks everyone on this site abuses him, and he views it as some sort of moral obligation to “fight back” which he’s done a poor job of because he won’t even accept a debate and instead chooses to just bitch and moan in forums because he’s not held to a measurable outcome which the debate offers.  

He’s only a victim to his own issues, not of anyone else. That being said I hope he gets help, legitimately and hope he has another come to God moment (ironically). At least there are moments of clairvoyance.