When I asked Bullish to slap himself, it was said knowing he was not going to self-harm based on me saying it.
If you are really that livid about a game you'd hurt your leg to prove how much you regret it, you shouldn't be playing games of this stress-triggering level for the sake of your actual mental and physical wellbeing.
That is why I didn't say shit to you after the game was over. There's a time to tease and a time when to respect someone's mental state. Relax. Also, Croc would be a terrible NK target, it did make sense to duspect Press for being lawyered/godfather the night he was innod. Where you went wrong was on the last day phase. You completely saw red.