I approve of the latter 3, I don't approve of the first and want to know a lot more about who he is and what he's been doing for 3 years on DDO.
I can only change or influence the latter 3, I support myself absolutely unironically and not with an ounce of comedy or 'haha he's fucking insane he'll never get it' as replacing bsh1 in the place of head mod. I no longer support Virtuoso in such a coup or manoeuvre as I have learned Virtuoso wants and respects bsh1 as his superior despite me being morally closer to Virt than (me to) bsh1 on a baseline level.
Since I can't change the one that I don't approve of, I fully submit to it in order to work with and for this community. Something you people didn't see was me changing from my RM days to now, you saw glimpses through Airmax-tinted, B****(can't name for he/she is user on this site)-framed glasses but none of you knew just how brutally victimised I was and how disgustingly corrupt BOTH of them were in achieving the long-term vilification of me and assumption that 'RM had it coming' every time they barbarically abused me. Who the fuck do you think took it off-site and encouraged me to off myself? Do you think I started it? Don't fuck with me in that way and expect DDO-privacy rules to apply you dipshit. Of course I would expose such a person to his/her facebook friends. Fuck off telling me I was wrong to do so, he/she was hysterically laughing with pure unrelenting sadism at the fact they'd made their friend's list private and blocked me until they realised I had copied all the names and such to a separate page before warning him/her. You wish to speak about me in retrospect as a threat to DDO harmony and a lot of other things such as an asshole making abusive conspiracy theory videos about the DDO elite but you don't know the half of what was happening behind the scenes and how sly Airmax and YYW were to me, conning me into feeling cared for and kicking me off the site each and every time. Fuck both of them and fuck B**** too. Utter bottom of the barrel in the site and this is what you didn't get; I was toxic to them because they were toxic to DDO and poisoned it left, right and centre in so many ways as did other users. You don't even understand just how much of a psychopath Airmax was to users like me. He only gave you a second chance if you had enough popularity encouraging him to do so, I don't think he actually could think for himself the entire time he was a mod, no wonder that as he's grown as a person he's grown to hate his role/job on DDO and decided not to join us here unless I'm unaware.
Fuck that was good to get off my chest. What I will say is this; I have known abuse from mods and I don't just mean on DDO. Bsh1 is up there with the best of them, I respect the guy immensely for his integrity thus far. He and I are not quite the same in our thinking patterns but I believe that this is actually because he's more 'true to his word' whereas I am more 'true to my spirit' and this leads us to differ in how to interpret CoC and go about it despite really having quite similar ideals overall. It's so easy to hate on and spit at the mod in any given site, unless they're the tyrannical type. There's no point doing that if they've earned your genuine admiration and respect on a moral level. I respect bsh1, both in how he treated me when he believed me to be a toxic waste of space to DDO to now. He always treated me with a lot more respect and showed me a lot more admiration than he truly should have thought I deserved based on how he otherwise saw and interpreted me and whom I was to DDO's community. Bsh1 has always been in my top-3 members from the moment he set foot on the site of DDO (I predate him, contrary to popular belief) to this very day. He does what he sees as morally imperative at any given time.